Hey friends.

So after a long, long weekend in which my cat fell suddenly very ill and I spend a night in the ER with him, I learned tonight that he has cancer. He’s 15 and I don’t want him in any more pain, so we’re going to go put him down. He’s my family cat, and unfortunately my entire family was away this weekend, so it was just me and him, but I’m glad I got to spend his last few days with him, just the two of us, even if it wasn’t the most fun of times. He’s my little buddy and I’ll miss him forever, and I’ll always be happy that the last thing he did before I took him to the hospital was snuggle up to me on the couch.

My head’s in a cloud of blackness and I’m really in no mood for reading or blogging right now, but I’m stuck between wanting to talk to people about it and just cry and cry alone, so I’ll probably be around, just less. I’ve seen it coming for a few months, so I’m not blindsided, but it still hurts horribly.

Thanks for all the friendship and understanding, guys ❤ ❤

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Our last photoshoot last Saturday

I’ll miss you, little guy.

23 thoughts on “Hiatus-y

  1. 😥 Oh my goodness Steph, I am so sorry for what you are going through. I am positive you will get through this. Your memories with your cat will be with you forever and that love is irreplaceable no matter what. Hang in their darling, I wish you sunlight and happy days to come. ❤


  2. I’m sorry for your loss, Steph. Even when you know it’s the right thing to do, it’s incredibly difficult. I had to put my cat of 18-years down just 3 years ago and I still bawl when I think about it for too long. Just take it day by day and remember the good times!


  3. So, so sorry, Steph! Losing a pet is absolutely heartbreaking, but you know when it’s time and that’s a decision made out of love. I still bawl for my cat that died almost 8 years ago. They never leave us. Take care of yourself and treasure the good memories! I’ll be thinking about you and saying a little prayer! Hugs, my friend! ❤🤗❤


  4. OMG steph, i am so sorry! i am crying right now because i know how you feel! it’s better tough because of his pain! keep the memories with you and remember he had a great life with you and he also had you by his side until the end! 😘 i’m sending you a big hug! take your time! ❤️


  5. I’m so sorry for your loss! I’ve never lost a pet or anyone that mattered so I can’t possibly imagine how you feel! Just take as much time as you need to go through this!


  6. Oh my gosh that is seriously so awful, Steph! I’m so sorry! I definitely understand the bond and love for cats and I’m just so dreadfully sorry for your loss. I don’t even know what to say right now. Take your time to grieve ❤ ❤ ❤


  7. Oh my gosh Steph I am so sorry 😦 I teared up reading this. There is no pain like losing a pet, I’ve been there and it sucks more than anything. I’m so sorry for your loss, take as much time as you need and don’t hesitate to get in touch if you need anything ❤


  8. Oh Steph, I’m so sorry. That’s so hard, knowing you have to let a beloved pet go. Anyone who’s ever owned a pet knows what your going through. I’m sending you all my hugs.


  9. Oh Steph, I am so so sorry for your loss. There is nothing that hurts quite like losing a beloved childhood pet and family friend. We lost my cockatiel Ruffles, who I’d had since I was ten, three years ago and I still miss him so much. Take all the time you need, and if there’s anything I can do, just ask. ❤


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